I thought about changing my background (the one with my dog in it) during her one-year-anniversary,by which,I mean,a year after her death.But then I would like to change it now,something like to show that I am okay now.Not that I have forgotten about her,sometimes the memory of her can still bring back pain,but I figure out I shouldn't act this way.It's like I'm making my way up a hill,slowly...
I don't actually know what I'm thinking.Just read a book called 'The Lace Reader',pretty much a strange book,and I am now having strange thoughts as a result of reading strange book.Actually I have a lot of thoughts,because I finished reading a novel in just one day.I just can't stop reading,and sleeping,when I am not reading.And then I ended up having weird dream,one of the result you may get when being overwhelmed by words.
I think a lot too,actually,and then I have a lot of things on my mind.Some of them are brilliant but I'm too lazy to write it down.This explained why my journal is laying at the same spot where I left it,untouched.It's not a good thing to get lazy,and my mum is nagging at me (because my books are scrambled all over the floor) .
Nah,I think I should work on all the things I imagined myself doing when exam is not over.Something like writing an essay,learn French(oh god I love French,but I don't know where to start,tell me how I learnt Mandarin and English when I was a kid),read as much novels as I can(am doing it now),exercise,etc.
Shit,I am hungry now.
gyr
