Tuesday 18 December 2012

剖白

我很害怕独自面对。

gyr

Thursday 13 December 2012

They don't understand...

gyr

Monday 10 December 2012

突然想到书

突然发现这两年都在看英文书耶,中一时对华文书的热忱好像,嗯,都蒸发了。是吗?
好像又不是,应该是要求比较严格了吧,有人说(其实是自己说)刚学会看书是什么都看,久了反而精挑细选起来。音乐也是一样,中二时刚听英文歌,来者不拒,现在看到歌词不美的有提到性关系的提到毒品的乱乱用双关词的统统拒绝听。看华文看久了,突然不想看那些自己觉得幼稚的书,呵谢谢我红蜻蜓没兴趣。看时觉得很爽的书有很多,但是看完了还很喜欢的现在就只想到三毛而已,虽然她后期的作品因荷西的死而变得灰色一片,甚至有时不能接受三毛的思想,但终归还是喜欢看她的书呢。
现在比较常看的华文读物是类似《读者》的杂志。好吧说到底其实就是3本《读者》而已,向老师借的,当初想借多点却又不好意思一下子借那么多,结果一下子就看完,又闷了,有点自讨没趣的感觉。也许是时候去图书馆借书了。华文也好英文也好,在像这样难得的假期,我可是来者不拒的唷!

gyr

Thoughts (1)

I know I shouldn't be saying this but for this moment I can take it no more. And yes, I know it's kind of my fault to linger on Facebook for too long, and so I saw those things, things that sometimes got me frustrated, and yeah, confused too. You see, I just don't understand, what's with all those self-portraits. OK so that's nothing wrong with self-portrait. It's just that those girls(and boys even, blimey!) said something like 'I'm here in Penang' but put a picture of themselves acting cute instead. What does THAT has do do with arriving in Penang? Seriously...I just don't get it. When lots of people doing it, it just get kinda weird.
Perhaps I really should avoid looking at those self-portraits with someone trying to act cute by pouting or whatsoever in it lest I judge them again, and it's wrong to judge people...perhaps...
Emm I mean no offence, just wanted to let go of the emotion boiling inside, sometimes I really wonder about people nowadays and internet and their growing egoism.

gyr

Thursday 6 December 2012

Rise of The Guardians

Watched it with my family yesterday, at the cinema of course. The plot is interesting enough, I think I'll give it 5/5 star.

Conclusion:
1) Jack Frost is adorable! (now I know why everybody, emm ok, girls mostly, likes Jack Frost so   much)
2) Santa is a Russian, according to the film.(sometimes Russian accent sounds like Indian's accent to my not-so-sensitive-ears)
3) Easter Bunny is cute when he's small.(so fluffy!)
4) Sandman can't talk.
5) Tooth Fairy is part hummingbird part human, according to the film, again.

The movie is cute and amusing, one can't help but fall for it!

gyr

Wednesday 5 December 2012

Less Meat, More vegetables

We all should do it, eat more vegetables and less meat.

1) It's one of the ways to safe the Earth, according to what I'm told, animal's fart release harmful gases (don't ask me what gas it is I have no interest in it so of course I don't remember) that will raise the temperature of Earth if released in large amount (ie by many animal). So with the demand for meat becoming less, it will help preserve the environment as less animal is being raise for food purpose.

2) Imagine an animal that was alive a minute ago and then killed, just because you enjoy eating them, do you seriously still want to eat meat? Do you still have the appetite?
It disgusted me to see people on some Taiwanese travelling tv program who only think of food when they see animal (who are still alive, mind you). Such glutton! Only line that escape from their mouth is : 'This can be eaten.' And I was like eww, how do you still have the heart to think of eating them when they are so cute and alive, or having no problem in eating them albeit seeing them still alive minutes before. Seriously, some people today...

I'm working hard on being a vegetarian, currently failed because I can't resist nuggets, sausages, and burger, that's why I called myself a half-vegetarian. But at least I don't stare at dogs and tortoise and think of how yummy they'll be if being cooked the right way.

gyr

SPM过后

考完了SPM,感觉完成了大工程似,这样说其实不好,可是暂时就是这样......
SPM后,对任何人来说都是一样的吧,先是暂时性的放松,接着就是冲刺,再冲刺。应该就是这样,每一个上了大学的都是这样说的。
所以我现在就尽能力地享受那个暂时性的放松,看多多故事书,哈!(讲得好像已经放假很久了酱,其实今天才是放假的第二天)。这次好像不太能去哪里玩,算了。还有点难以置信我已经不用考试了,如果不是因为我考试时早已沉浸在放假的情绪中,就是我放假了还不能从考试的情绪中解脱,二选一我也不知道那一个比较对。@@

话说考华文那天还真有点吓到了,试卷二很多五分题,弄得我不知道该怎么答胡乱写,有那么多东西答吗?竟然还问起文章的中心思想啊主旨啊,华文真的比英文和马来文难,于是我又再胡写一通。
作文呢,其实之前已经准备好几个大纲打算塞进适合的题目,准备的还蛮多,谁知翻开考卷(其实我是从考卷的后面看了题目先的)竟发现自己瞪着
1)回家         2)一张奖状
顿时听到锵锵锵的声音,碎了,我的算盘破了啊啊啊,我的思念呢雨树呢奉献呢幸福呢友谊呢年轻人的生活呢?回家?怎么回家呀?没办法,每次考试我都是答第一和第二题的,第三第四的说明文和议论文我动都不想动,第五题是狗急跳墙用的但是从没用过,于是我选了第二题,用自己以前比赛的经验添油加醋搞定了,应该还可以吧,不想再想了。

昨天考完试一小时后就去槟城听海涛法师弘法,刚回来。

在看一本奇怪的英文书,好像曾经在很久以前很红过。

放假,大概就会是学车运动看书打工看电影还有最重要的吃饱睡,就这么简单。
应该把握时间认真学习法语才好。Oui!

gyr

Saturday 1 December 2012

天哪,请让星期一来得快点吧!!

       考SPM前,一直很驼鸟心态地希望11月5日永远不要到来。
当然该来的终究还是来了,考试的日子还真痛苦,睡觉前还会禁不住担心,怕开了考卷是自己没太注意的课题,或者到时脑袋一片空白怎么办。考了10科,每天都忐忑不安,考试还是很须要运气的啊。(感叹)唉。仔细数数,现在已经是放假的第三个星期了我还没考完,等我考完试弟妹的假期也该完了,好像有点可悲。根本就没有过了三个星期的感觉,被考试折磨得只想到下一个科目的考试日期,时间观念统统消失了。之前一直不敢奢想考试后的计划,嘿,考试考砸了的话哪还会有闲情享受假期。现在只剩华文,读书时会突然发起白日梦,思绪飘啊浮啊,慌忙地把它捉回来,告诫自己要专心要专心。一偷懒就对不住自己的良心,于是我就把良心塞到一角然后倒头大睡。这种读书态度还真会害死我。
想好好地考这场华文发挥自己最好的水平,能否?
最近因考试的关系有一段时间没接触华文了,会不会当场脑袋当机只想到英语句子?
华文有没有退步了?
没灵感写作怎么办哪?
(唉无止尽的担心)
星期一请快点来吧终止这些折磨吧

gyr